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The Road To Progress
Yesterday I finally went to school to official drop out and get my paper work that I need so I can sign up to take my GED next month. I also renewed my permit so I can get my license soon. And I guess after I get my GED, I'll be off to college. I think I want to pursue a career with animals, like work at an animal rehabilitation clinic. Anyway, I just woke up so I could watch Lazy Town. lol
Good morning!!
Good morning!!
Standards Of Society
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life goalseveryday lifeMy dad is pissed off at me because according to him I'm not getting my life in check fast enough. He says that I need to "stop laying around the house playing World of Warcraft." He also said I need to start looking for colleges and find a job. I told him I'm not ready to pursue that stuff yet and that I have all of my life to do that shit. He then asked me what makes me happy and I told him that what I'm doing right now makes me happy - hanging out at the house, getting out a bit everyday for exercise, playing WoW every once in awhile, just taking life slow. The thing that my dad can't see is that I don't possess the goals that "society" holds. My goal in life was never to graduate high school and then run off to college for four years and get a part time job flipping fucking patties at McDonald's. I don't NEED to eventually settle down, get married, and have kids. My dad, on the other hand, is very close-minded and thinks thats what everyone does. Pathetic. So, yeah... he's mad at me because I'm not a fucking sheep, following the common goals of society. Nice.
Visit To The Neurologist
In a couple of hours, I'm off to the Neurologist. I'm going because I'm really started to get worried about my horrible memory loss, the throbbing pains I get in the left side of my skull, etc. I'm sure I'll be sent at a later date to another doctor for an MRI. I'm not worried that they'll tell me I have a fucking tumor or something. I'm more worried that they'll tell me that nothing is wrong... I'll be back to square one wondering why I can't remember half of my life.
Little Vladimir made it fine through the night. He rolled around my room in his little plastic ball for an hour or so and then just chilled out for the rest of the night. He's asleep right now... as he should be. He's so cute and tiny!
UPDATE - 4:30 PM
Well, the Neurologist thinks that my memory loss is due to depression. No fucking shit! I've been saying that for years! He wants me to get a Neuro-psychological test done, but since I don't have insurance, it'll be super expensive and my parents said they would pay, but I'm not going to make them pay for that bullshit... so I'm not going. This is the end of the line. I guess I'll just have to stop being depressed. I'm sure as Hell not going back to the shrink so they can load me up on medication again! Fuck that!
Little Vladimir made it fine through the night. He rolled around my room in his little plastic ball for an hour or so and then just chilled out for the rest of the night. He's asleep right now... as he should be. He's so cute and tiny!
UPDATE - 4:30 PM
Well, the Neurologist thinks that my memory loss is due to depression. No fucking shit! I've been saying that for years! He wants me to get a Neuro-psychological test done, but since I don't have insurance, it'll be super expensive and my parents said they would pay, but I'm not going to make them pay for that bullshit... so I'm not going. This is the end of the line. I guess I'll just have to stop being depressed. I'm sure as Hell not going back to the shrink so they can load me up on medication again! Fuck that!
New Family Addition
We have a new, adorable addition to our little family! I just bought him today. He's a Black Russian hamster. And because he's "Russian" I named him Vladimir after Vladimir Putin, the former President of the Russian Federation. Right now he's still running around and exploring his new surroundings so it's hard to get a good picture of him, but as soon as he settles down I'll post a picture of his cute little face! He's almost solid black except for a little white line that goes from his chin down his chest and ends at his little tummy. Awwww, he's soooo cute! He already bit my mom (Happy Mother's Day!) but it was only because he smelled lotion on her hands. If only my hermit crabs were as active as Vlad. Hmmm... I always seem to buy the nocturnal animals. What a coincidence. Maybe I shouldn't turn my nights and days around correctly. Maybe I'll be a night owl with the rest of them.
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